Panic

I was originally planning to post this with no description but screw it, XP

So throughout this entire month i’ve had several instances of panic attacks with varying symptoms and effects. I think I’ve had about 6-7 panic attacks so far (3 of which were this week, 1 was literally today), and while there wasn’t a consistent trigger for any of them it’s probably rooted from general anxiety problems. I am working through all of that right now but at some point during one of my panic attacks this image/idea sprang into my mind of what it felt like, so i thought i’d vent out this feeling through my artwork and my fursona stardust. Since this is a more personal subject for this drawing compared to most of my other works, i’ll Go into a little more explanation in this one than most. I won't go into too much detail about these experiences however (I might later tho idk).

First i’d Like to just state that this drawing might over-exaggerate what these attacks have been like for me, but that’s just for the sake of expression and aesthetic. But generally I have this stinging, constricting and stiffness throughout my body. I felt like blades/needles would perhaps represent this, as if they were pushing through the flesh, contorting it. I also am great with drawing blood and gore so i thought i could make it work.

despite what this drawing and subject express I am honestly fine right now and am working through my problems and panic attacks. I just thought i could take these traumatic experiences and put it into some cool artwork. So as always, i hope ya like o3o